Thursday, February 16, 2012 6:57 PM
Neh, I know how it feels like when you're all excited but the other side of the phone was just like monotone :(
I'm so sorry. It's how you respond when someone else's there, like when you're having your friends around. I'm so so sorry.
I guess even if no one's around I'm that monotone too hm?
Haha, you know, I never knew you'll be happy when you hear my voice :P
I thought I'm the only one silly to be happy when I hear your voice. Heh. That's why all the Skype video calls couldn't still satisfy me, with the absence of your voice.
What do you mean by training yourself up by pool? Remember not to get influenced by the negative acts people do there alright?
Gah, you siaoo. Sad already still wanna watch that sort of videos. *smacks
Mm, dar do you want to reconsider for the nth time still?
I always feel very bad that you'll have to go through all these. Thought the same goes to me, I miss you every single moment.
But some say they can bear it, the long term intense missing that only leads to a heart that goes really really hollow, eventually the pain's too much to endure.
I know it's not nice, and that torture's going to last for quite some time ya know.
Building a family with you? Really?
I'm so glad, even if it's not going to happen in future. I'm never ever gonna forget you.
You're standing and will stand a very important place in my heart.
Yeah, you always ask if you're good to me. Next time I'll shoot you with the same question too.
Even with the answers I gave you. I didn't do any of it.
Why do you still love me? :DDDDDD
Ennah. You're forever the most shagua mooie I've ever known.
I really really want to hold you tight right now, like I wanna suffocate you.
You never regret? You never never regret?
I'm so monotone and expressionless and there's practically nothing good about me :P
I'm prone to a bit of paranoia and autism.
I'm just weird, like how people define it.
Imagine you have to bear with countless times of temper-losing occasions
and my limited freedom
and my immaturity
and my always-LC-face
and my weird thoughts
and my negative thoughts and behaviors
and many many not nice things you'll encounter.
Do you still want to be with me?
Bii, I LOVE YOU VERY VERY MEGA GIGA ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ MUCH.