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Harlowszxz! Welcum 2 maii bloggie orhx! Lurve yahhs! *muackxzx
(pukes)
Wtf? lol.
(giggles hysterically)

Anyway, back to my profile.
I'm Vivian C. and I'm from Main Convent, Ipoh.
Oh, I love the happiness given by dark chocolates. The bitter sweet of it, makes me wanna cry.

Anyone fancy 100plus?

Bahaha
Sorry,
I was high on helium
at the moment.

Yes,
am making you
to stare at
my ugly face.

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Back To The Past

Bigdays

4/1 - Nicholas Wong
6/1 - Khong
12/1 - Me, Kritz and Yan Mei
18/1 - Mark Siew
19/2 - Juen Lin
5/3 - Kai Wen
12/3 - Sean
31/3 - Cherlyn
6/4 - Hsien Hsen
10/4 - Samuel
26/5 - Nicole
3/6 - Pookie
7/6 - Weng Kin
10/6 - Joses
20/6 - Chun Sing
22/6 - Stephanie Lau
23/6 - Eunice
29/6 - Amanda Pan
20/7 - Avinash
7/9 - Jean Yenn
10/9 - Chia Ping
23/9 - Bryan Liew
10/10 - Steven
1/11 - Unclejonjon ; Jonathan
11/11 - Stephanie Wang
24/11 - Yen Fong
15/12 - Paveena
16/12 - Adrian
24/12 - Emily

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Tuesday, March 31, 2009 7:01 AM

civics, pronounciation and movie.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
I got 42% for Civics.
And guess how much is the highest mark?
60%.

That was so ridiculous.

****

Vivian : Cha-ao-s.
Juen Lin : Vivian, it's pronounced as k-yors. Not cha-ao-s. *burst out laughing

****

Earth hour.

My mum suggested that we should switch off the electricity.
Eventually, I babysat my brothers and my cousin.
Prevent them from playing candles in the house.
They're just so obstinate. *rawr
And yea, feeding the mosquitoes in the living room.
C two pid mosquitoes, stop kissing me!

****

Underworld : Rise Of the Lycans

http://www.entertheunderworld.com/

An awesome movie you shouldn't miss.

A war should be that fun ;D

Monday, March 30, 2009 5:07 PM

HAPPY FIFTEEN BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCED

CHERLYN WONG!

May you grow to be toothless!

Saturday, March 28, 2009 11:08 PM

arsehole

A family picture taken on dad's birthday.

****

Nicole's coming back to Malaysia!!
But I don't know when.

****

My brother's friend told him that I look like a pork chop.

Hey you.
Thanks for the criticism.
You just made my day :D

Tuesday, March 24, 2009 6:27 AM

GRR.

JOYOUS

Gifts from Hsien Hsen. I love them, yes I do :]

Yogini : Vivian, you have been very mean recently.
Vivian : Well, do you prefer the mean me or the quiet me?
Yogini : I prefer the mean you. At least, you're more LIVELIER.

Sorrow
I got my Biology, Moral, Modern Maths and Add Maths paper today.
I failed with flying colours.
75% for Biology.
60% for Moral.
65% for Mod Maths.
51% for Add Maths.
Mann. Mod Maths and Add Maths weren't that hard actually. Thanks to my carelessness. I got such marks. It's worst down to the drain.
I am sucha failure.

As for Moral, I asked teacher why she wouldn't she give me marks for this question.
Q: Menderhaka kepada ibu bapa.
A: Dipetir

Teacher: Jawapan ini tak masuk akal pun.
Vivian : Tapi cikgu, pada zaman dahulu, orang Cina selalu kata macam itu.
Teacher: Tetapi itu agama kamu, ini Moral. Kamu dah ketinggalan zaman. Jawapan ini tak tepat langsung.
Vivian : *frown
Vivian : Cikgu, tak boleh beri markah bagi jawapan yang kreatif ke?
Teacher: Yang ini terlalu kreatif. *giggles

And my burnt finger. That scar's gonna stick with me FOREVER.

I love drawing :]

Monday, March 23, 2009 8:58 AM

Convo

I say:

But somehow guys are very friendly

I say:

AND I WANT TO BE A BOY

I say:

eeeeeff.

~N!cHoL@$~ says:

U ARE MY LUI LUI

I say:

boys are very straight forward

I say:

be zaizai la

~N!cHoL@$~ says:

N U'LL BE A PURE GAL

I say:

~N!cHoL@$~ says:

NO!!!

I say:

Im not sissy

~N!cHoL@$~ says:

dun u ever think bout it

I say:

WHY NOT?

~N!cHoL@$~ says:

*look at u wiv stern eyes

~N!cHoL@$~ says:

cause u're born a gal

I say:

*looks back with blur eyes

~N!cHoL@$~ says:

n shud live a gal

I say:

I knowwww

I say:

BUT IF I CAN CHOOSE

I say:

I WANT TO BE A BOY!

~N!cHoL@$~ says:

*lost to the blur looking eyes

~N!cHoL@$~ says:

I say:

Or else, if Im a scientist, I'll make boys pregnant

I say:

the baby shall come out from their anuses

~N!cHoL@$~ says:

=.="

I say:

awww smack!

~N!cHoL@$~ says:

lui lui wan see baba stomach huge huge is it??

~N!cHoL@$~ says:

I say:

YEAHHHHHH

~N!cHoL@$~ says:

NO!!!

~N!cHoL@$~ says:

NVR!!!!

~N!cHoL@$~ says:

I'LL TRAIN EVERYDAY!!!!!

~N!cHoL@$~ says:

I'LL NVR LET A TUMMY APPEAR ON MY BODY!!!!

~N!cHoL@$~ says:

NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~N!cHoL@$~ says:

LOL

I say:

eh please

~N!cHoL@$~ says:

im totally exaggerating

~N!cHoL@$~ says:

I say:

when youre pregnant train some more la

I say:

EXACTLY

~N!cHoL@$~ says:

well

~N!cHoL@$~ says:

too bad

~N!cHoL@$~ says:

the law of nature as it is

~N!cHoL@$~ says:

woman will be the one giving birth

~N!cHoL@$~ says:

we cant change the law of god

~N!cHoL@$~ says:

I say:

I SHALL.

I say:

8:17 AM

lameness

I am too lame to be loved.
I don't even know what was I saying.

7:22 AM

Singapore trip2

19th March 2oo9 . Thursday

For your infomation, those are cookies. LOL.
Too much water in the dough. And the tray was too small.
DO NOT JUDGE COOKIES BY THEIR APPEARANCE!
It tasted nice okayy. My first attempt :D
It's proven by my little brother!

and then here comes the moment when I feel so.. eager to be loved.
Cherlyn was comforting her sister by hugging her because my brothers want to go to swim instead of going to Discovery Centre with her.
She was very violent, seriously. Kicking and pushing Cherlyn away, but Cherlyn never let go.
Aww.
Wished I have a sister like her :P

Anyway, in the end and I didn't know how this thing was solved.
They went to Discovery Centre and the swimming pool while we went to JP again for the same purpose again!
*yada yada
After that we went to East Coast Park to cycle. Hsen's gonna meet up with his friends and have overnight cycling, sadly Cherlyn and I weren't allowed to overnight.

Three of us had heart to heart session on the beach.
Finally I get to cope up with their life.

Hsen didn't want to stay overnight so we went to his friends.
5 boys and 1 girl were there and the rest went home.
So he went over to talk to his friends while Cher and I stand further away chatting.
His friends said
Cousinnnnnnnnn very loudly out of the blue.
Then they asked Hsen something and they exclaimed
Ohhhhhhhhh. Viviannnnnnnnnn
I smiled and waved at them. They waved back.

Boy A : Hey Vivian, don't go near him *points at Boy B. He'll rape you!
Boy B : Yea yea don't come near me. *laughs
Boy C : Yea Vivian, this place is not safe!

LOL?

We were soooooo so late. It was already 12 in the midnight so we had to rush back.
Hsen's friends said : Bye Cousiinnnnnnnnnnn :]
I smiled and waved back again at them.
Hsen's friends said : WOOHOOOO COUSINNNN.

HAHAHA.

Too late for buses so we took cab instead.
Reached home by 1am.

Booyah! I finally overnighted.
It's thrilling to do something forbidden sometimes. It makes my heart goes doki-doki ;P

6:22 AM

Singapore trip!

16th March 2oo9 . Monday
Went to my auntie's saloon/beauty shop. Cherlyn brought me to an empty facial room and we slacked over there. Onlined too ;D

Candid shot was I was having headache and was trying to take nap by Cherlyn.

Oh-my-dearest Cherlyn :]

Slacking in the facial room. The lightning was nice thou.

17th March 2oo9 . Tuesday
Hsien Hsen came back today from I-don't-know-where(overnight in his friend's house?)
Cherlyn and I planned to go to malls to get each other present, and we decided to ask Hsen to come along. I haven't get him his present by the way :P
Took a bus and met up with Cherlyn in the saloon and decided to go to Cineleisure.
Soon, we took bus 187 to the MRT station.
We reached there by 7something at night and watched Marley and Me.
A highly recommended movie by Vivian that YOU shouldn't miss!
After the movie, we went to take neoprints as Cherlyn haven't took them for ages.

p/s : Manifestly, we didn't apply any cosmetic or whatsoever. The machine made us look like China's treasure, Pandas.

There and then we had dinner in Pastamania. At 10p.m. Went back to Raffles Place Station and took some pictures. AGAIN ;P

Cherlyn and I were suppose to be emo?

Cherlyn

Seventeen . Sixteen . Fifteen.

Us. Candid.

Hsen.

LOL.

18th March 2oo9 . Wednesday
Headed to Jurong Point with Hsen, Cherlyn, my brothers, my little cousin and Grace to get presents.
Took neoprints again!

I definitely need a new hair style.
....
Later, we went to Billy Bombers to have our dinner.

The bill came up to 90 bucks? lol
LUCKILY we had just enough money.

And and I saw this and I WANT IT!
I bought 2 badges instead. Hsien Hsen paid for it. I hate outings without money.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009 10:59 AM

accident

Absent-mindedly listening to the conversation of mum and Euclid. Surfing on the highway and the sky is drizzling. Haven't done crying since yesterday?
Oh yes, we're almost there, Singapore. We reached a turn and our car was just beside the road's iron grill, or whatever you call that thing and BANG!
The right of the car banged on the iron grill and followed by the left.
Eugene was holding his drink and mentos, Euclid was hugging the passenger seat in front of him while I, kept my mouth opened in an O shape. A big one.
My mum quickly turn the steering to the right and the car turned behind. The car turned 180 degrees behind.
Thank God we didn't bang straight into the iron grill or we're dead. Real dead.
Thank God there weren't any cars behind us when the accident occur.
Thank God that the car came right after we turned.

Have you ever played a car racing game? I bet the first time you race, you'll hit the grills or whatsoever, yes? And you'll turn a big 360 degrees and continue your race?
You're right. It's EXACTLY like that.

And amazingly, the car was fine.

****

Vivian shall not be mean.
Vivian shall not be paranoid.
Vivian shall not be too emo.
Vivian shall not be too shy.
Vivian shall think before she speaks.
Vivian shall uh.. speak out LOUD.

Am waiting for my angel to save me from these.

And yeah, I'm Bryan's reminder for his meanness and he's mine. As in my reminder.

Saturday, March 14, 2009 2:38 PM

white valentines.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY ;D
The man I love the most. *loves

Last year's today was the most thrilling day of my life, with Nicholas :]
No no, darlings. Nothing dirty like what you're thinking of.

I'm going to JJ today so I might not be onlining, says Adrian.
I'm going to JJ too!, says Me.
Was walking in circles around Kenny Rogers and I saw a familiar face. It's Che Yan. My first response was to stare at her and figure out who she is. After a few seconds, my soul finally came back to my body and realize she was Che Yan. Waved and smiled at her.
Continue seeking for daddy present. To the belt shop, Padini, then I saw Chun Sing.
Goodness, I was still very blur.
He looks familiar, I told myself.
I was talking to my mum when I saw him and I actually smiled to him and continued my conversation. *burst out laughing
Finally, finally we went to Kinta City and looked for a shorts for my dad since he wouldn't want to spend money buying himself a pair of shorts. It's expensive, I mean the nice ones.
So we went to Camel Active and I spotted something NICE ;D
Don't even think about it, says mum.
Well it's a little too young for my dad, still it's nice okayy?
In the end, we found a RM119 Khaki shorts for my dad.

I didn't see Adrian. Boo.

Happy happy white valentines peeps :]

Friday, March 13, 2009 5:34 PM

merdeka.

MERDEKA :]

I died.

13/3
Suffering from majar depressive disorder. lol.
I didn't manage to complete all my Physics subjective questions due to my blurness towards the standard form that kept me counting nonstop for God knows how long.
I crapped my graph too.

Nagesh : Puan Rasimah says almost all of us got 0 marks for our rumusan's pendahuluan. And she wants to have a talk with us. (Don't mind her rojak language)

11/3
Tuesday's moral was horrible.
Berikan ganjaran atau hukuman bagi situasi-situasi yang berikut:
1. Menderhaka kepada ibu bapa
Dipetir.

7.55am
(our English paper's suppose to start at 7.50am but Pn. Rasimah was still busying gossiping)
8.00am
Pn. Rasimah : Okayy, tolong simpan semua buku dan nota. Kalau lambat, saya takkan tambah masa.
Girl A : Yak si la (eat shit la)
Girl B : Cikgu, mana testpad kami?
Pn Rasimah : Perlu testpad ke? Ada instructions ke? *looking through the paper
Girl B : Then kami tulis summary kat mana? Meja ke?
Everyone : *giggles

p/s : It's not that she doesn't know we're having summary.

****

Chorus speaking is so not my thing.
I'm just too expressionless :P
I shall just remain as a Coolmo Queen,
just myself,
agree? :]

6:45 AM

add maths

I handed in my rough paper for Add

Maths.
Yes. The paper they provided for you to scribble.

I'll be so thankful if Miss Loo knows where are my answers.
Well at least I finished up all the questions?

And again. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEANNY DARLING ;D

Wednesday, March 11, 2009 6:22 AM

7 things I hate about you.

7 things I hate about you.

1. I just knew our History paper covers chapter 1 and a little bit of chapter 2, this morning. Screw it
I spent one whole day reading Chapter 1 yesterday.
2. I flung my Modern Maths paper. It's not hard. But unfortunately I forgot how to solve y2+7y=0
3. Saw Boinks during recess, I doubt she sees me waving at her.
4. Apparently I flung my History paper. The structure questions were all from Chapter 2 but hey I shot 3 questions right?
5. Sean ignored me? Right, maybe he's just busy studying with his status set online.
6. My cousin ate my lunch.
7. My dog peed under the shoe rack.

Hey peeps, remind me to study History EVERYDAY. Thankyou :]

Monday, March 9, 2009 4:52 PM

seanny's birthday.

HAPPY FIFTEEN AND 362 DAYS OLD

TEO YU SEAN.
See? I got your name right this time :]

I'm sorry. No picture's available because he would kill me if I post one. Right, Sean?

I'm still doubting if I should give this best friend of mine a birthday letter or something. But it's not from Bianca so probably he would just toss the letter into the waste paper basket?

And yea, sorry that I couldn't get Bianca into a present box and express post her to your house. lol.
I don't even know her.

Just kidding :P

12:03 AM

Loves *

I know you all love me and I love you too darlings :]

Kai Wen ;)
Kaiwen says:
hehehe vivian wo ai ni ah

Vivian says:
awwww
Vivian says:
aku malu
Vivian says:
AAHHAHA
Vivian says:
wo ye ai ni ;D

Cherlyn ;)

Vivian says:
youre sleepy darling
Vivian says:
started speaking nonsense already.
Vivian says:
TIME TO BED ;D
*Hic! says:
HAHAHAHA
*Hic! says:
So you think you're very motherly la!
Vivian says:
Nah.
Vivian says:
I wouldnt want to but for my darling's good health
Vivian says:
lol
Vivian says:
i have to
Vivian says:
shoo shoo goooooo to sleep.
*Hic! says:
HEEHEE
*Hic! says:
I LIKE YOUR ATTITUDE WOMAN! P:
Vivian says:
erhm
Vivian says:
I'm still YOUNG
Vivian says:
aint a girl not yet a woman
Vivian says:
*lalala
*Hic! says:
I LIKE YOUR ATTITUDE KID! P:
Vivian says:
that's worse
Vivian says:
hahhaa
Vivian says:
I LOVEEE YOURS HUN
*Hic! says:
I LOVE YOUR NEY!
*Hic! says:
WAITTTTTTTTT
*Hic! says:
YOU ALL COMING SINGAPORE AH!
*Hic! says:
EEE SO CUTE MAN
Vivian says:
hahhahahaa
*Hic! says:
I LOVE YOU HEEHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEHEEEEE!

She said we're cute for going Singapore. Oh ain't she adorable?

****

Mum : Now you're taking your teacher's grade(grade 5) right?
Vivian: Uhmm.
Mum : So you're actually qualified to be a teacher after your grade 5?
Vivian: Uhmm.
Mum : Not necessary to take grade 4 and etc?
Vivian: Uhmm.
Mum : Continue your ABRSM grade 6 then.
Vivian: WHAT?! I'd stopped after my grade 4 exam when I was TEN and you want me to
continue after 6 years? *I don't know whether to laugh or to cry
Mum : Well in case you can't find an ideal job, you can be a piano teacher. And you won't be
stuck in Yamaha's syllabus.
Vivian:A teacher? You kidding me? Oh how pitiful my students will be.

I dont want to be one of those 32inch-TV-like-arse piano teacher.

Sunday, March 8, 2009 10:31 AM

Convo.

Thursday 5th of March

My kononnya ex husband, Ai Li and I *clear throats
I'm 100% straight alright?

Was feeling a little sleepy in the class so I crossed my arms on the table, crossed my legs on the chair ( oh yeah the chair is big enough to fit ) and decided to take a nap. My bag was on my legs.
Ai Li as AL and me as V.

AL: *sat beside me as Juen Lin left and observe the keychain Boinks gave me
AL: Ehh Qian Wei ah?
V : *nods
AL: Your godsister?
V : Nope. Just friends *smiles
AL: I don't believe lo.
V : Haha. I can't say anything no more if you don't believe me. *yawns
AL: But I know you have a younger godsister. Magdeline's sister.
V : How did you know about that?
AL: Got la somebody told me.
V : Who? Am I close to that person?
AL: I can't tell you *tries to walk back to her seat
V : *pulls her arm. Cannot! Tell me. You're making me curious.
AL: Got la I can't tell.
V : Fine.
AL: Eh, do you know a rich guy which is sixteen from Sam Tet?
V : Har? I have a few friends there but how would I know they're rich or not *sweat. I don't
give a damn. What's his name?
AL: I don't know. Forgot already. But he very yong sui wan.
V : Ar? Then how would I know who are you refering to? I don't know anybody yong sui over
there. LOL.
AL: I think you talk to him in fs. He wore a long sleeved shirt in his primary picture.
V : *absolutely blur. Harr? I don't know anybody ... like that. When was the last time you
viewed my profile?
AL: One month ago.
V : Oh. What are you asking this question anyway? You like him? *grins
AL: No la. I'm just suspecting something.
V : Suspect what?
AL: I can't tell. *tries to run back to her seat
V : NOOOOOOOOO! *pulls her arms
V : I don't flen you *show her my f3 face
AL: Haiyor.
V : Suspect I've got something with him is it?
AL: Yeah something like that. But I'm suspecting more.
V : MOREE? *eyes widen
AL: AHAHAHAHA not that la
V : Then? I have more than one boyfriend?
AL: No laaa.
V : Aku tarak boyfriend okayy?
AL: I don't believe lor.
V : You what also don't believe 1. Really don't have.
AL: I heard rumors ma.
V : Rumors? I'm so.. unpopular and there're actually rumors about me?! *laughing my arse off

Friday 6th of March
I went to school just to lend Yen Fong my black shoes.
It's rehearsal day. And only 2 people came for my class, including me. Uber miserable.
I thought of studying 2 subjects during school period and the teachers ended up to ask us to change to our PJ attire and do nonsense.
Well, thank God, they didn't force us to play captain ball.
I can't bear sitting there and watch the girls play.

They scream when they get the ball
They scream when they DONT get the ball
They scream when they goal
They scream when they can't goal
They even scream when the ball went out of the range!

I hate screamers. My ears almost bleeded so I went back to class with my classmate to study.
AND WE GOT SHOOED DOWN AGAIN.
What is their problem?!

Dinner.
Was on our way for our clay pot rice at Bercham.

Mum : Hey, look at the taxi in front of us.
Vivian: *squint my eyes. Manaa?
Mum : In front la.
Vivian: Ohh. Yea why?
Mum : There're 3 passengers and a driver. Almost all of them are bald.
Vivian: Hahahaha
Mum : The passengers are nuns and the driver is... bald too.

*their heads appears to be very shiny because our car's spot light was shining on them

Mum : There. Your jiejie's gonna be one of them. *telling my brothers
Eugene : Ar? Why?
Mum : She said she doesn't want to get married and wants to be a nun.
Vivian : Mii. I'm a free thinker. I can't be a nun. Maybe just sworn virgin.
Eugene : Then what's the point of slimming down?
Vivian : Because I want to choose clothes instead of letting them choose me. If I'm fat, I can
only wear those aunties clothes in the market.
Mum : Since you're not marrying, then what for you wanna dress up yourself?
Vivian : Doesn't mean I'm not getting a stead. And I dress up to please myself.

9:48 AM

Alarms.

I made Adrian woke up at 5am and I myself overslept till 6am.
What the hella.
No alarm. My mum would wake up if she hears it.
That is SO NOT an excuse.
I told myself to wake up at 5am.
And eventually I slept at 12.30 am.

I wish Adrian never know me. So that he won't get disappointed anymore.

It would be a wistful thought of mine if he could ever EVER forgive me.

****

OKAY OKAYYYYY. Can I not delete this post? LOL
I'll just uh.. add in something (:

Adrian got pissed.
HE GOT PISSED, HE GOT PISSED, HE GOT PISSED *chants

Adrian, I like your left friend but not your right friend.

Saturday, March 7, 2009 9:45 AM

too open up

Alrighty. A little too over? LOL
Apologies and I shall be more.. unopened up :)

Tuesday, March 3, 2009 7:04 AM

Change for the better.

Number one.
Vivian Cheah's too boring to talk to?
I bet everyone would raise up their legs and agree.

Number two.
I burnt my finger. By water vapour. How ridiculous can that be?

Number three.
Celebrated my belated Singles Day with Juen Lin on 28/2/2oo9 for 1 hour and 45 minutes in Parade.
Bought a box of heart shaped Belgian 20 pieces chocolate and forced each other to eat them. Wanted to make each other FAT?

Number four.
How many guts do I need just to say Hi?
I'd say. LOADS OF THEM.

Number five.
So so so, one very fine day, I started to say HI and waved to almost everybody I know. It's actually very DELIGHTFUL to see them smiling, waving back at me, saying Hi. *grins

Number six.
Being a little too paranoid and sensitive yet I'm ALWAYS good in guessing them.
Mostly something bad, of course.
YOU are sometimes very easy to read.

Number seven.
I've done my best and nobody can please everyone.
Bear with it.

Number eight.
I ain't gonna let anybody ruin my mood no more. Shall be neutral and let my blood remain in pH7.
I want to live long enough to explore this world.

Oh wells, life's like that ain't it?
It never goes my way.
Still some of you are still there with me.
I appreciate you all.

You know who you are :]

I'll be myself and change for the better.

I don't give a damn if I look retarded in the pictures because
I'm VIVIAN CHEAH :D

Sunday, March 1, 2009 12:55 PM

Depression.

Goodness.
I'll have to re-sit for my piano exam.
Oh wells, expected that to happen. Still I'm depressed alright?

Make-up exams
Melody Singing
Melody Singing with Accompaniment
Accompaniment
Transposition
Theory
Dictation

Paid another RM220 for the exam fee and test myself on something that I totally suck at.
And what is it?
SINGING.
I can't sing, alright? Tuneless.
Oh hail, partly thanks to my laziness for not practicing piano.
I couldn't manage to even glance through the whole piece of paper in 30seconds.

Guess what? My exam's on June.
I'll be SO SO BUSY for these few months.

March - Monthly exam, rangers hiking and gathering preperation.
April - Gathering
May - Rangers camp
June - Piano exam

What more?

*******

Shia Labeouf may not be handsome, but he's undeniable charming and irresistible. For me.

7:14 AM

Misanthrope.

First of all, gazillion apologies if those vulgar words below there *points down, are hurting your eyes.
Vivian doesn't swear but she's allowed to violate her law once in a while, yes?

Lamborghini

Lotus Evora

Oh yes, I promise I'll be filthy rich and buy myself a Lotus Evora or a Lamborghini.
The moment I get my license, I'd swear I'll get my arse off this bloody place.
No, I'd not hire a driver. I shall enjoy the thrills alone. I'll scream on the top of my lungs when I'm speeding on the runway and with a glass of wine in my hand.
You don't need to see my fucking messy hair anymore during dinner.
You won't have anybody to rebuke you anymore.
You don't need to spend your precious money on me anymore and you guys can save plenty of them to travel around the world for god knows how many times.

Oh, don't worry. I'll send you money, plane tickets to wherever you wish to visit, and whatsoever that you desire, IF you guys ever want to use my money.
You need not see the fucking face of a traitress and you won't get annoyed anymore.
You don't need to scream on the top of your lungs no more.

Nasty little scum I am? Keep your nose off my business then.

Mind you. I'll only swear when somebody stepped on my tail.

Thanks to my stomachache. I got so pissed.

HER definition of messy hair.