Wednesday, September 23, 2009 6:09 AM
Express.
Is it wrong to express yourself?
What is wrong with just being sad when you're sad and happy when you're not?
Must you be so pretentious that you'll have to pretend you're happy when your heart's already in pieces and is bleeding?
Some say : " You'll have to learn to control your feelings. Why wish to affect others when you're sad? Others might as well feel sad when you show them that depressed look of yours."
Some say : " Why must you affect your friends while you're the only one depressed over there?"
Yes, these theories did make sense.
However, I'll still consider it as a lie when someone's pretending to be happy when one's not.
I'll feel upset too on account of the distrust one had showed me in that way.
For how much I trusted that person?
Understandable?
Nothing wrong being straight-forward.
Nothing wrong expressing your feelings.
You might as well get insane if you keep everything to yourself.
Might as well find yourself on the top of the roof one day, overcoming your Acrophobia, ready to have the most exciting thrill on your very last moments in Earth.
Maybe I'm not ready to grow up at all?
Realizing that you need to have at least two different faces for part of growing up, sucks really.
I don't boot lick.
Neither do I do anything to please someone when I don't wish to.
Oh wells.
Shouldn't have lower down my shield.
No one's trustable.